how miserable can our dam life be . . been asking myself that question. . .haha . . seems i think too much or others don really think . . nowadays emo like crazy . . dam sick of it . . last day of school terribly sucks . . though it was on a thursday . . like anyone cared . . haiz . .thought it would be a lil more special on that day . . seems its just another bloody screwed up day .. . screw my holidays . . nothing to do and all . . dam miserable . .
ok . . now about my aikido camp . . it was fun . . haha . . enjoyed myself . . especially during saturday's buffet . . leowin ( i think its spelt this way ) was totall amazed by how much i ate and all . . he took 1 plate wasn't really filled la the plate as compared to mine . . then he full ady . . hahaha . . ok .. . my first serving was a plate with fried rice, chicken, lamb, beef, vegetables, stingray, mussels, sotong ( not nice cause still got the dam shell in it ), 1 fried dumpling . .i think thats all la . . then i went for a second plate . . hahah . . forgot what i ate . . then had 4 piece of waffles . .if combine then become 1 whole piece la . . then had 7 servings of different kinds of desert . . wow . . . hahah . . .
now . .hahah . . life would be better if everyones not selfish . . don think everything for yourselves cause others will be there . . instead of thinking bout your happiness think about others . . then everyone would be happy . . when we wan to do anything . . commit ourselves into doing it . . don simply do cause you're forced to and all . . then what we want can be accomplished perfectly . . not totally perfect la but you'll be happy of your hard work . . if one only care about their own feelings, the other will suffer. . . all are meant to be shared . . if one thinks too much for the other . . happiness is not what he or she is finding. . eleh . . i macam philosopher pulak . . but as i see it is true la . . hahah . . .
so i'm just back from training. . dam tiring cause of the so call punishment from shihan fracis . . wa . . and the bokken training . . the thing not light weh . . my back and shoulder all aching ady . . now my arms cause of training . .but its good . . lose all the fats from that tempting buffet dinner . . i even wanted to sleep in there and all . . hahaha . . seems my tomoro also going to be boring . . thought can do fun things or go out or something like that . . haiz . . what to do . . life's like that . .
thats all
Bryan C.
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